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Sunday, July 25, 2010

Day Twenty-Five


I get anxiety for a couple reasons.

For one, it's when I have nothing planned or nothing to do. I freak out in the morning if I look at my to-do list and there isn't much there. I remember calling my mom during many summers, especially during middle school, sobbing because I was so bored. I had nothing to do. I would freak out. I still feel that anxiety creeping in some days. Brandon's really good at doing nothing. He could spend a whole day watching TV or playing video games. Me? Not so much. I need to be moving, I need to be going, or else that anxiety creeps in and I started feeling panic.

I also panic when there is silence in conversations. Anyone who knows me, knows I like to talk. I don't like silence. So when I'm talking on the phone and have nothing to say, it freaks me out. The reason I mention this is that I'm going to be visiting my aunt (my dad's sister) while in Ottawa. I haven't seen her in over 11 years. I'm already getting anxiety because I'm thinking "What will we talk about?!" It freaks me out!

Anyway, the reason this came to be was because I didn't have much planned for today. It worked out well, though! I spent the morning just hanging out and got to talk to Brandon for a good hour, and then Christina picked me up so we could go to the Farmer's Market. It was a quick trip, and after we went to Kono's for an awesome breakfast burrito, and then to the Coffee Gallery for some dessert! A trip to Wal-Mart and a swing by the commissary rounded out the afternoon.

I did get a bit bored once we parted ways. I played some Sims, watched some TV and got to speak to Brandon when he woke up (funny how that works!). It was back to Christina's for taco dinner & reality TV.

Today was a wonderful food day! First the Kono's burrito, then a lime macaroon & Hibiscus Ginger Cooler drink (soooo yummy), then taco night & delicious cupcakes! I feel very fulfilled. I love me some food. ;)

1 comment:

  1. I didn't know you were bored when I dropped you off, you could have come over earlier. You're always welcome, I get bored too. Besides, then you can help me out with Marcus.


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